Been here. It's not fun. But perhaps she's telling you you need a break. You've been on a very difficult emotional 'ride,' the past year or a little longer. Loss, heartbreak. Glad Medium writers helped. But perhaps you simply need to focus on resting rather than wrestling words and Medium's -- let's face it - rather grueling reading requirements for engagement. We want to do for others what they've done for us. But it can exhaust us, no matter how light filled and loving our intention. Take care. Hugs.